Thursday, October 3, 2013

A Mother's Fear

I don't fear for my life..I am brave enough for that. 
The thing that scares me most is if something tragic happens to my family, which I pray would not happen ever!!!
Tonight, I was really frightened. When I went out from the restroom, Joevy and Jera were checking out Sean's foot. Sean was limping as he walked.Really strange from his regular stride. It seemed that his right leg had become a liitle shorter and he cannot walk with both feet flat on the ground. My heart melted.. thinking of what happened to Auntie Jade when she was still small and she grew up with that disability. I don't want that to happen to Sean, Lord please no! Please, I beg you, oh God!
I wonder if the nebules(around 4 in 8 hours span)have anything to do with what happened this evening, I really cannot help but blame myself :(

However, I cling on to God's promise that He won't allow this thing to happen to Sean, I know it's temporary and I know God's healing hand will touch him and Sean will recover in no time!

PS: Nothing has changed.. he is still the same active boy even in injury! As a matter of fact, it is now 11:26 pm and he still awake with me and seems sleep is far from his thought right now. LOL!

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